Showing posts with label Dreams. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Dreams. Show all posts

Tuesday, April 12, 2016

Thinking Back Tuesdays My Story #3

Continued from last Tuesday...
This story was inspired when my first born Grandson was still in his mommy's belly. Now I am writing for two for my second grandson who is on his way. I love you both.

                                                   Grandma Rose


I became friends with a pair of sisters who had an older pair of sisters that lived right down the street from where I lived. These girls were younger then I was but had more trust and freedom from their mother than I did from my mother. So I practically lived over there for with all the screaming and arguing at my house it was a wonderful refuge. 
When I finally found my brother, your Uncle Chris, after thirty years he has had contact with at least Jessie who was the youngest of the sisters. Jody was the older girls name. Very pretty like her mother. I remember a fig bush where we would eat our fill of in her back yard after much convincing from Jody. We would lay out a blanket, lay down looking up into the heavens pretending that the airplane lights were aliens. We were so close that we would call each other at the same exact time just picking up the phone, no ring, just both of us saying at the same time.."Hello"??
 I grew up as a single child until I was eight years old. My father and grandpa were carpenters and contracted what was called “The Dream Homes”, paying off the house was $120.00 a month plus utilities. All the houses had two designs and our house was near the Main Road. The whole place was in a circle with the school being right in the middle, grades kindergarten to the sixth grade.
  I remember moving once to San Diego, California but we moved back. I remember a trailer park and a very cold trailer and feeding squirrels peanuts by hand. In my new school, I had made one new friend and went over to her house listening to music and being silly dancing to with a banana peel for a hat on my head. My old school sending me a Valentines Day Card signed with my schoolmates name on it.
My mom was pregnant with my brother at that time and I barely remember a house we had moved into and squishing my finger in a doorway. Funny the stuff you remember. My Aunt Stella and Uncle Dan, my Dad's brother lived in San Diego, but we ended up moving back home to the Desert. I loved and missed San Diego. My Aunt and Uncle had a two story drafty house which us kids trampled through after we traveled the three hours to visit them. 
There are one older brother and two sisters and later to come another boy. My cousin Mark is now in heaven. I remember lots and lots of green foliage. The cool air that warmed up around noon time. Plants and trees everywhere, six blocks down was the beach which I practically lived. I almost drowned once but that’s pretty good after a lifetime of swimming in the ocean. 
I always thought it was so neat to be able to see the ocean from my cousin's house. Getting down to the beach was the ultimate rush tho! My Uncle had taken skateboards and built them into scooters and we all had one. Our shoes were our brakes much to my mother's dismay. I sure wish I had that kind of energy again running up and down that hill and stomping through the neighbor's yards playing the night game of tag. It was non-stop fun. Then we would all go upstairs and blankets were laid out for us all to sleep on in that attic with the slanted walls that I occasionally hit my head on.
 I had my first coffee from my Aunt Stella. Lots of creamer and  sugar and I loved it! My mother was totally against it so it was our little secret. Next would come running in and out and all around the neighborhood until it became the time for homemade ice cream that never failed to give me brain freeze, but it was so good. That and watermelon and after we were done eating we would have watermelon seed spitting contests. Watermelon seeds everywhere which made the critters happy. I love it there.
 My Aunt read Tarot Cards which my mother was totally against, but I'm sorry to say my mother didn't like much of anything. I liked the inside of Aunt Stella's house with the beaded curtains which us kids would go swishing through and brightly colored decorations all over. My mother found it “tacky”. I loved it. I would dream of how this was my real life and thank God for dreams for they are free. 

To be continued next Thinking Back Tuesday

How do you like my story so far?

Tuesday, April 5, 2016

Thinking Back Tuesdays My Story #2

Continued from last Tuesday...

                                                 Grandma Rose's Story


When I was a little girl I was very calm most of the time. I could be a silly little thing making jokes and giggles laughing so hard at it all. I remember going to bed and this was up until I was eight years old,  dreaming away in full color and remembering every detail as if I was actually there. One of my dreams was I would float higher and higher looking down on the world.

Another dream I used to have on a regular basis was my father, mother and me driving in a jungle at top speed with a dinosaur right be-hide us and it crashing through the window dragging my mother out of the car. Weird.

Another one was about getting lost. I would be shopping and I remember in my dream picking up some pants thinking to myself how real they felt. Then I would be in a horseshoe type apartment complex on the walkway and my mother was gone and I was all alone.

I loved my dreams about flying it was so fun! These dreams were on replay most of my childhood. In fact, when I lived in Waterboro, Maine your Daddy was 2 or 3 years old and he was having bad dreams. He came to me one night and told me he didn't want to go to bed because he was having bad dreams so being the awesome Mommy that I was I did a chant which I repeated as he got a little older.

The chant went something like this. While I was whirling around and around with my arms outstretched I would chant: “Bad dreams bad dreams go away...repeat...Go away to the moon”! Which then I would make a sweeping motion with my arms as if gathering up all the bad dream vibes and tossing them into the air. It got a little tricky me being so clumsy, but I pulled it off.

Our local Elementary School was from Kindergarten to the 6th grade. All I remember about Kindergarten is gram crackers & milk and laying down to rest on a mat.  I remember hanging upside down when I was in 4th  grade falling flat on my back knocking the wind right out of me, playing RingaRoundtheRosie and writing Mike in the sand with the toe of my shoe. Guess I started liking boys at a tender age!

I also started singing in the 6th grade which I took all the way to the 12th grade. I'm telling you nowadays it's a lot better with hot lunches. No soggy tuna sandwiches or warm baloney...gross! And no warm smelly milk jugs. Lunch was not a fun time!

I loved to run and I was fast although I'd fall down hence the scars on my knees. I remember this boy. I was with a bunch of school girls and the boys were across the field and one threw a rock hitting me. I was very angry about that and, later on, that day at next recess I spotted him. That's when my white saddle shoes came in handy which I hated with a passion. Without thinking, I snuck up behind him and kicked him as hard as I could in the ankle almost dropping him to the ground. He never bothered me again.

I have always been a loner as a kid and later as a teenager. Nothing like I am now. I would hook up with one friend and tolerate the others. This one girl I became friends with the friendship started out  in the school yard. I had grabbed her sweater from her and we were racing around the school yard, but I could run circles around her. There was this Volley Board which I loved playing on and as we were running around it I tossed up her sweater and lo and behold it draped right over the top...opps!

 Needless to say, I got in trouble for that one with the janitor having to get a ladder to get her sweater! We became friends after that. The family was Mormons. All the houses in the Dream Homes were one of two models so being in a friend's house was almost like being at home minus the yelling. There were 3 girls and 1 boy and I practically lived over there. I remember sitting down and having one of the sisters brush my hair for hours and talking the night away. As life went on we lost touch only to touch base with each other after 30 years. All because of Facebook.

To be continued next Tuesday....

Tuesday, March 8, 2016

Dreaming Of Being Washed Away

I had the coolest dream last night. The main theme was a tidal wave. More accurately a Tsunami. For those of you that like documentaries here is the link on youtube Mega Disaster Tsunami.

I have always been fascinated by the power of Mother Nature. She can be so warm, loving, and comfort you to sleep or she can be a royal bitch! Either way, nature's disasters are as deadly as they are fascinating which leads me to my dream.

Grandpa Rose and I have been waiting for some lifestyle changes that hopefully will come sooner than later. Of course, all the anticipation and  impatience can seep deep into your subconscious causing you to dream out your frustrations and give you signs if you know what you are looking for.

I have always been a vivid dreamer in bright colors remembering my dreams in every detail. I have been this way as far back as I can remember. There are those dreams that you revisit the same in every detail, the dreams that you travel to unknown places, the dreams where you are watching yourself from overhead.

I have dreamed of Tsunami's before and this one last night was a little different.  If you are interested I will walk you through my dream.

I remember being in a town that was built on a hill surrounded by cliffs. The house's were whitewashed with trees, shrubbery and flowers all around. It's a bright sunny day, not too hot, people are bustling around. The main pathway led up to the cliffs that surrounded this cute, quaint little town.

I and the other villagers were walking about down at the bottom of this town built on a hill, I remember stopping to hear clearer what was coming up behind me. It sounded like a low dull roar and I heard run for your life! I start to run looking over my shoulder I see this huge crystal clear tidal wave coming up behind me.

I'm thinking get to the top of this tree and you know dreams, I was magically at the top of this huge tree watching as this tidal wave washed harmlessly under me then residing back down the hill again.

I'm back down to the ground again and another wave starts to roar coming up behind me so now I'm frantically climbing up to the town's bell tower but I knew I wasn't high enough as this wave took me under.

As I was spinning around and around I could see the top coming to a stop being placed gently on the side of the cliff only it was covered with bright flowers and little lambs. It was so beautiful as I looked around I wanted to stay there. Then I woke up.

I have been on dream sites before. In fact, when my son in his teenage years was setting up my first email address he asked me what username I wanted. I wasn't sure so he named me Dreamlady. Both my children have heard stories of my dreams and were always fascinated.

The most significant part of my dream was, of course, the Tsunami. Water and lots of it. The second was crystal clear water. Let's go see what these symbols mean. http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/

Water
To see water in your dream symbolizes your subconscious and your emotional state of mind. Water is the living essence of the psyche and the flow of life energy. It is also symbolic of spirituality, knowledge, healing and refreshment. To dream that water is boiling suggests that you are expressing some emotional turmoil. Feelings from your subconscious are surfacing and ready to be acknowledged. You need to let out some steam.  To dream that a wall of water is coming towards you implies that your emotions are welling up and can potentially close you off to others.
Tidal Wave
To see a tidal wave in your dream represents an overwhelming emotional issue that demands your attention. You may have been keeping your feelings and negative emotions bottled up inside for too long. On a positive note, the tidal wave symbolizes the clearing away of old habits. If you are carried away by the tidal wave, then it means that you are ready to make a brand new start in a new place. To dream that you can create a tidal wave with your mind is analogous to your ability to control your emotions and keep them in line. 

This is very true to what is going on in my life and it's okay to run on instinct as well.

What do you dream about?

Wednesday, January 27, 2016

Inside Grandma Rose's Head



Every since I was a child I have dreamed in full color and when waking remembering my dream. What a hodgepodge dream I had last night.

I dreamed of a harbor that was surrounded by cliffs with dolphins swimming along side of you. The sun never did come out. It was gray and a little gloomy. Then finding a pile of money but leaving it alone knowing it belonged to someone else.

A hundred dollar bill is pretty tempting.

Then the 'dream switch' where you're suddenly in a different dream. In this one, I can drive an R.C.T. But this R.C.T. has no brake pads. Always a catch. I tribute my crazy dreaming to all the movies and online shows  I've been watching.

I mostly love supernatural stuff. Season 2 of the Dusk To Dawn series on Netflix came out and the binge-watching will now begin. I will share with you some of my thoughts when I'm watching horror flicks and other movies.

THOUGHTS WHILE WATCHING MOVIES

1. Would you call out hello hearing someone scream in the distance in a dark, dank hallway...or run like hell?

2. Why do morgue techies wear bleach white lab coats? (This thought is from I-Zombie on Netflix)

3. Why do vampires drool blood all over themselves? They don't drool anything else all over themselves.

Last night I watched 10.0 Earthquake on Netflix. The story was based in Los Angeles, California. Growing up in Palm Springs, California I've been to L.A. a few times. Too much smog.

As I watched it I was reminded of small earthquakes I grew up with. The schools taught us what to do to stay as safe as you could be with your world falling to pieces all around you.

The 1994 Northridge earthquake I read about, watching freeways crumble, already living in Maine, I couldn't believe my eyes. Mother Nature keeps trying to take her earth back. She may succeed one day. I'm just glad I'm here and not there.

What crazy thoughts do you get? I love stories so do tell.

100 Exquisite Adjectives
By Mark Nichol

I love words and came across a list of them. I'm going to add a word a day to my posts as long as I don't forget.

Word #5
Antic: clownish, frolicsome

Matthew was laughing uncontrollably over the antics of the puppy.